Hey

Hi.
This is kind of awkward but...

will you be my first?

The first one to
hold me tight like
he never wants to let me go

The first one to
make me want to believe
that someone can actually promise
"forever"

The first one to
interlock his fingers with mine
gaze into my eyes
smile a little smile and say
"hi", quiet and glad

The first one to
make me blush with just a gaze
make me find out what it means
to have my heart skip a beat
annoy me in a way
that makes me want to capture this moment

The first one to
become the other half
of the memory of the first time
I pressed my lips against yours
and we discovered what
a kiss tastes like

And maybe you won't
be the last one to
hold onto a piece of my heart

Maybe you'll leave me behind
with only the memory of your arms and lips
a ghost of your warmth
following tears making their way down my cheeks
to lips tasting of salt instead of a kiss

Maybe
you won't be the last one
but
will you be the first one?